My favorite song at the moment.

You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

You Give Me Something by James Morrison

I think my ipod hates me

So today was a little bit of a hectic and crazy day. Well maybe hectic is the wrong word because it wasn't the kids who were streesing me out but the adults. I know this sounds bad but it's really hard to work for someone who doesn't know what they are doing and has significantly less experience. Very frustrating to say the least. I won't go much into this because it only makes me upset and gets me worked up so we will leave this alone for now.
But then to add to this no good very bad day - my ipod. I was listening to my ipod in the car this morning on the way to work and I always put it on shuffle because it makes me feel like my own personal radio station. Imm crazy I know - but there's something really great about listening to a song by thrice and then hannah montana. Makes me feel good. Anyways - here I am listening to my ipod minding my own business, singing along and then BAM. Just the song you didn't want to hear because it reminds of someone whom you'd probably like to forget altogether. SO you hit next. BAM BAM BAM. It was like one after the other. I was angry at first and frankly I wanted to throw my ipod out of my car window. But then I had a though. Maybe my ipod was trying to tell me something. Stop shaking your head. I know it sounds crazy but I think these kinds of little signs are all around us - saying call that person you haven't talked to in awhile or today is gonna be a great day. And it's not always a song - it could be anything. Funny how life works huh? God is always giving us little nudges like that.

bye bye for now.

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