Better Together

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing it's always better when we're together

It's always better when we're together
Yeah, we'll look at them stars when we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
Just might find their way into my dreams tonight
But I know that they'll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
For tomorrow night you see
That they'll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
Into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree now

It's always better when we're together
we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
And there is no, no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're better together.

Jack Johnson

Look After You

If I don't say this now I will surely break
As I'm leaving the one I want to take
Forgive the urgency but hurry up and wait
My heart has started to separate

Oh Be my baby
Oh Be my baby
I'll look after you

There now, steady love, so few come and don't go
Will you won't you, be the one I'll always know
When I'm losing my control, the city spins around
You're the only one who knows, you slow it down

Oh Be my baby
Oh Be my Baby
I'll look after you
And I'll look after you

If ever there was a doubt
My love she leans into me
This most assuredly counts
She says most assuredly

Oh Be my baby
I'll look after you after You
Oh Be my baby

It's always have and never hold
You've begun to feel like home
What's mine is yours to leave or take
What's mine is yours to make your own

-The Fray

;-)

"That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes hazy and the only thing in focus is you and this person...and for one moment you get this amazing gift and you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time."
- Never Been Kissed

yeah.

I never told you

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep
Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in
And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

-Colbie Callat

Secrets

I am so obsessed with this song right now. I think it might be my new theme song. OneRepublic is amazing and makes great music, love them.
I have an interview tomorrow and I think I'm a little nervous.... AAHH.

"I need another story
Something to get off my chest
My life gets kinda boring
Need something that I can confess
'Til all my sleeves are stained red

From all the truth that I've said
Come by it honestly I swear
Thought you saw wink, no
I've been on the brink, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

My God, amazing how we got this far
It's like we're chasing all those stars
Who's driving shiny big black cars
And everyday I see the news
All the problems that we could solve

And when a situation rises
Just write it into an album
Send it straight to gold
I don't really like my flow, no, so

Tell me what you want to hear
Something that were like those years
Sick of all the insincere
So I'm gonna give all my secrets away

This time, don't need another perfect lie
Don't care if critics never jump in line
I'm gonna give all my secrets away

Oh, got no reason, got no shame
Got no family I can blame
Just don't let me disappear
I'mma tell you everything"

Mine

Got a lot going on in my head these days. These past few weeks have been a whirlwind of good and bad. I don't know why people have to make things so hard. As much of a tough exterior that I show to the world, things bother me more than anyone will ever know. I talk the talk, the big talk, but let me tell ya'... notsomuch.

I went to dinner with a friend the other night to celebrate my graduation and lots of old feelings came back as we were swapping stories about life and love. Someone I used to know very well came up somehow, and although I don't have feelings for this person anymore (really I don't), but just talking about the new person in their life makes me angry. Why is that? I don't want this person so why does it matter? Well the only thing I can say is that you start to think... why her? What does she have that I didn't? Why pick her? Why does he get to have someone and I don't? Life isn't always fair kids... And honestly I should be jumping up and down right now because of all the good things in my life and all the blessings I have. But I still can't seem to shake some things. It's like that's the one piece missing and I just can't seem to make anything fit there. A piece that I thought could fit... well didn't.

I don't really know how to end this post... guess it's a to be continued...

"Do you remember, we were sittin' there, by the water?
You put your arm around me for the first time
You made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter
You are the best thing that's ever been mine"
-Taylor Swift "Mine"

This Ride

it says hold on and take this ride
and set aside
memories of all the times
when you collide
then you'll leave me here to die
here's the things I meant
but I never said

it says sit back and take this time
to lose your mind
and find out what its like to die
so wheres my spine
when its time to give an obvious and simple reason why
I won't write again

what do you see
when you look at me..
do you take me for a fool

so what makes you play this game
with results always the same
and nothing but bad reputations to gain
it speaks to me like all is fine
when I could cry
from all the bends and breaks that I
took this time
when happiness is based on lies
its so hard its too hard to tell the truth

what do you see
when you look at me
do you take me for a fool

this fool is through

what do you see
when you look at me
do you take me for a fool

it says hold on and take this ride
and set aside
memories of all the times
when you collide
then you'll leave me here to die
here's the things i meant
but never said

-The Starting Line